First entry in a hella long time.

I'm at RIT!
I made it. And I love it.
Like I don't think I could have picked a better school.

We're on a quarter system(including summer). So I'm done with my first quarter here. I have exam week starting Monday but I'm done on Tuesday morning so my mom or dad is going to pick me up that night. =]

So I witnessed and participated in history. Senator Barack Obama is now our President Elect! So excited. We found out early and there was just an outburst on campus. We ran around and screamed in happiness.











I'm a little bit tired of fearing that I'll be the bad fruit that nobody buys.

Current Mood: cheerful

Christmas went well
Jill, Jim and JR weren't there of course. They always plan these vacations to avoid christmas with the family.

Elizabeth is swell. Chris can't break up with her. She's his cranium soul mate.
I've almost finsihed Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut. I went many days without reading. I know, bad SUPA student.
But I bought Barrel Fever by David Sedaris and Possible Side Effects by Augusten Burroughs

I went to piggy pats with the fam today. My uncle Tim, aunt Patty, aunt Weezie and her gf Patty were with. Tim and the owner Pat have been friends sinice high school.

ERAP and Coe invited me toa New Years party at Rappers. I'll probably go for a bit. Maybe 11, 11:30, and then I'm going to spend the night at Courtneys.

Don't know what else to say...

Woah have not updated in forever
But that is there to say...

I think Bazzy likes me
I saw Kayla last month and we're going to see Across The Universe tomorrow
My iron was a 10.5 when it's suppose to be a 12.5. So I couldn't donate and I wanted to cry
Cry was pretty good, David said something that made my life. He said he didn't like some girl that was on our team and I laughed because coming from him it didn't seem mean. Plus I don't like her either

I'm a photomaniac. I'm on my fourth roll of film and third pack of photo paper.
I went trick-or-treating with Candace

Biddz halloween party was good. Chrissy drove me home.
My mom claims she gets sea sick driving with me
I believe she's over dramatic
I've been running again

I want to see the movie Awake
I was asked to join honor society so I did the appplication, I've no idea when we're suppose to hear back. Bazzy's helping this year

Jim 30th is tomorrow. I'm going to his party. And I'm using his photo in my college portfolio.

must sleep

Homecoming 2007
Toga day was fun, I didn’t have a twin, and solja boy day was retarded.
On that day of the pep rally I brought some fabric paint that I bought the night before to decorated my shirt. In Economics we noticed KMoe made the green blurp on the shirt cooler by making green and white lines inside the green. So we all decided to use my white, red and gold paint to do the same. Well this lead to everyone wanting to do the same so I had to do it for everyone, even Bazan, almost all day.
In Supa we were allowed to go down to decorate the gym. The Juniors basically sucked this year. They stole some of our decorations that we were going to use in the gym and locked them in Harrigan’s room and then they locked Douglas’s room so we couldn’t get them. So Giana tried getting in through the window and I don’t know but somehow Giana’s head started bleeding, Becca got tackled and her crown broke. Then they stole a poster we made poking fun at them, when they had posters poking fun at us as well. Nice right?
We had a pizza lunch from Little Caesar’s and drinks. Then we proceeded to the gym for another attempt at our senior class photo. Then we stayed in the gym for the pep rally. It was fun until the time for the bronze onion. Instead of having one this year we had a photo on the wall… need I say more. It completely ruined our idea of having someone run with the onion into someone’s car while the football defensive line blocks the juniors as we spray them with silly string. We were none to enthuse. Then to ass insult to injury they didn’t announce it then who won. They told us they’d announce it at the dance, which they didn’t, they announced it at the game, the next day! We won though for the onion, hallway and float.
After the rally I walked to Emily’s and waited for the parade. Then we walked to the parade. Emily, Katie F., and I held the CHS sign and walked in front of our float. We had a horse drawn carriage for B and G and our court. Then our CHS sign and then some kids holding Spartan shields and then our float. We had a mini Greek palace type thing with pillows for kids to lay on and then an arena for Jake, dressed up as a Spartan, to fight Julian, who was dressed up as a black night signifying Tully.
We sang songs and our favorite was “In the jungle the junior’s jungle, the seniors rule tonight.”
Then the bon fire, it took a while to start up and all the while I was trying to console Josh on his problems with Chrissy. Finally I called her and told her the problems he was having and she left dinner to pick him up and bring him home to talk. So Then Emily, Biddz and I walked to Emily’s because Biddz’s needed to use to potty and then we had to walk to Josh’s because Biddz was staying with Josh over the weekend and needed to drop something off.
We got to about lil Jak’s when I received a call from Melissa. She told me to turn into the parking lot, I did and she pulled up! I was sooo excited! We talked about homecoming and such, Will was in the car behind her. She had to drop by home real quick, then drop by Will’s house real quick, then down to long island for Will to take a test then off to a defiance ohio concert! Honestly made my night.
We finally made it to Josh’s and Biddz did his thing and Josh’s step dad drove us back to the dance. So we got in there and we started working at the concession stand with Silver and eventually Chrissy and Josh. Chrissy and I left to dance to one song, Living on a prayer. Chrissy sat on the can we had soda in so when we needed to get one it looked like we were sticking our had in her crotch haha. It was fun and Chrissy and Josh slow danced once and I turned into Chrissy’s slave and rubbed her back for her.
Court:
Girls: Myriah, Katherine, Ashley Rounds, ERap, Giana, Abbey, Cristen B., and Gina.
Boys: Wade, Tony, David, Ben, Kody, Pablo, Eric, and Matt Rap.
Prince: Ben
Princess: Giana
King: Kody
Queen: Katherine

So I walked back to Emily’s and waited for my mom to pick me up… and bring me to Courtney’s. Emily didn’t want to go. So I got there and we talked to Mike on a web cam and such. I fell asleep at 3 and woke up at 1.
We chilled and talked till 5 then my dad came and got me in his truck, and Courtney’s dad saw the truck and then the dads were talking truck. Ten minutes later we were off. I showered, dressed, ate and then off to the game. It was freezing!
I met up with Courtney and Kaila and Kassy, Silver and such but then I wanted to sit down. They didn’t so I went to the stands with Silver, saw Heather, waved, and eventually sat down with Chrissy and Tessa and Josh.
Chrissy and Josh started fighting again! I tried to help the two but it wasn’t completely resolved until hours past the game when Josh told Chrissy he loved her. But yeah, I saw Codi and Shelly and Rosanna and Tim. It was fun, until it started raining and I was frozen. Gina gave me a carnation from her bouquet from homecoming. =]
Then I came home and tried to warm up.
Maya’s snuggling with me and I’m wicked thirsty. Quiero tea!

My feet are freezing. I liked my toga.
Across the Universe opens tomorrow. I might go Saturday with Sarah and Becki

My progress report came in. I have between a 90-100 in everything! Even SUPA.
Josh sent me a text asking if it was okay for the guy to says he loves her first. It's so cute, I love him and Chrissy together.

I need to pee...

I'm sleepy

I wondered last night if he was cold. Everyone was really nice about it today. I stayed over at Emily's. It's wierd here without him. I did a project for Computer Graphics on him.

I cried so much at the vet, I had snot hanging from my nose, so gross but true all the same.I buried him in the garden today. We decided not to bury to stocking, I'm keeping it in my room and then at Christmas we'll put it up and put a toy in it to remmeber him by.

RIP

Rex “The King” September 12, 1993- September 30, 2007

Rex passed this afternoon. I was at Ashley’s baby shower and my mom called saying Rex wasn’t feeling good, throwing up etc. My mom and Dad had been at the Wine Country dog show since Tuesday with Rex, Victoria and Maya. She said she’d have to pick me up and bring me with her to the vet so I could watch Victoria and Maya in the car. He just turned 14 on the 12th.
He didn’t look good, heavy, heavy breathing. He had diarrhea and couldn’t control it. They had to bring him in to the vet on a stretcher. Dr. Brandy said it didn’t look good. I waited for over half and hour outside.
My mom called and said that when they’d brought him in his blood pressure was so low that he’d have died within an hour. Carol came and went in to check on him. Later she came out and told me mom wanted me inside. I took that as a bad sign.
He was on the floor, on fluids and my mom was crying. Dad arrived soon after. Once I entered the room I started crying and didn’t stop till I got home. He had a mass, probably cancer. They said it was on his liver or pancreas. There was nothing they could do. Dr. Brandy said he didn’t expect Rex to make it through the night. We had to euphonize him.
I held his paw the entire time; I kissed him over and over and cried. I didn’t get to spend the week with him. He had been doing so well this week too. It just happened so suddenly this morning.
The vet placed him in a cardboard coffin and we took him home. We’re burring him next to the puppies in the garden. We wrote notes on the coffin and we’re burying him with his Christmas stocking and a toy. Christmas was his favorite holiday. My dad called Chris and I called Nick.
We wrote notes on his coffin and poured Irish whiskey on his it. I wrote that I loved him, and I’m glad he always slept in my room, even if he did fart, and I hoped he liked me.
I texted everyone who knew him and I wrote their condolences on the coffin as well. I’m making him a folder of photos on my computer. I’ve searched through all the pictures I have to find every one of him. I want to start a drawing of him this week when I finish my abstract piece.

I can’t believe he’s gone. I’d give anything to have him back. I miss him more than I’d ever miss air.

Dying ought to be done in black and white. It is simply not a colorful activity.
-Russell Baker

I'm ranked 20th in the class out fo 121ish. So I'm happy. My goal was to get in the top 20 so I just barely made it.
I think it goes Emily Rap, Hibbs, Gina, Wade, Katherine and then I don't know. I do know that Kayla Relyea is in the top 10 and Becca Lewis is number 11 and she's mad cause if Kayla didn't double up then she'd be in the top 10. And I know Cristen Broph is 16th.

I'm too tired.

I'm so tired.
Facebook and myspace were working at school today! Pretty damn cool. Josh and I added Mrs. Whale (LaVine) =]

I nearly fell asleep on the bus ride home.

It's starting to thunder, hopefully it'll cool things down. It's been unbearably hot. Except I hate being in thunderstorms by myself.

I hate, hate, hate flies.

I enjoyed SUPA today. We had to read this article on the banking concept of education last night and we discussed it. It was a fun discussion. At first he sort of scared me from talking but I did raise my hand and make a comment today. I think it was the first time haha
So I started a new project in art, an abstract piece. I took tissue paper and scrumpled it up and glied it flat on my paper today to give the piece texture. I had to dry over night so tomorrow I'll really start.
I friggen love Chrissy Dunn. I wish we had more classes together. But lunch is pretty fun.
I had my superlative photo taken today. Ben and I are doing thumbs up in front of Coe, Eric and Tots. It's cute.

Okay so my birthday party is tenetively the 20th. Cause I'm retarded and didn't know that homecoming was the 13th. duur

I want to go got bed early. Doing this sleep project for psych made me realize how awful my sleeping patterns are. My average bed time is 12:30 and I get up at 6... it's not going to happen. HA!

I'm petrified and soo nervous. I've already mentioned that I've narrowed my list to 5. Buut they're really good schools and I'm afraid I won't get in. I'm petrified that my portfolio won't be good enough and that I'll be denied at all these schools. I'm going to talk to Bois about it tomorrow.
I'm bringing in some of my work so Bois and I can start going assembling my portfolio. I'm nervous, I'm so nervous. I'm afraid I won't get in or that the school arn't right for my major or that when I graduate I won't get a job.

I'm home alone again. Mom and dad won't be home till late. They leave tomorrow night and then I'm home alll aloooone till Sunday...yeah. I'm only slightly nervous. But Lucy, Mac and Sophia will be with me so they'll be my guard dogs =]

Tomorrow is my birthday!!!
=D Ill be 17!
I've no idea when I'm going to have my party. This weekend is Kaila's party and Ashley's baby shower. Then it's homecoming weekend. Then it's Candaces party and then maybe I'll have mine which mean more like the 20th haha.
Maybe

I want to see my Chino soo much! I hope she can get her mom to drive her out some time this week.

So tired.

Thursday
I’m everybody’s buddy! =]
I got all of my portfolio requirements and now I need to start compiling them with Boise. I’m considering New Paltz, Purchase, NYU, RIT, Montseratte, and Possibly Savannah but it’s all the way in Georgia and that’s quite far, too far for my taste.

I’m freaking over my admissions essay. I just finished my first complete rough draft for SUPA. I think it’s all right. The paper is due on Tuesday, my birthday!

I love Chrissy Dunn. She doesn’t like that I take green tea pills. But I asked my doctor and she said it wasn’t bad.

I don’t know what I want for my birthday or to even do on my birthday.

Maya just chewed my phone =[
I’m tired. I want to go to bed early.

I’m not art club president anymore. We had elections and Matt Clarke won. =[

I talked to Melissa tonight! It made me really happy to hear her. I miss her.

I think I’m going to tell me aunts/ uncles to get me gift certificates to Kohls or Target. I want some new tops.

Friday
I collided with Hibbs and Anton in gym today and my left shoe flew about two feet. Not cool. Especially since I indeed have quite a crush on Mr. Daivid Hibbard.

It was so hot today, and after gym I had independent study with Bois and her room is an oven. But she gave me a mini twix bar so it made me happy.

I like my painting a lot. I worked on the sky a bit, that still needs work.

I’m so tired. But I think I like my SUPA essay so yay!

Maya just tried to eat my face

Saturday
I want to see Eastern Promises really bad. I asked my mom if we could go this weekend for my birthday. Then I want to see Across the Universe but I'm not sure if my parents wil enjoy it so I'll have to go with friends.
I just checked imdb and it seems there may be some full frontal male nudity in Eastern Promises. I'm praying it's Viggo!

So that fall in gym really bruised my hip. It hurts a lot, pretty much all up my hip/thigh.

I might see Kayla tomorrow! I haven't seen her since November and she just made a new aim account. This was out first time talking online since January at least. We've texted a LOT in that time but never on the phone or the web so it's really great. And we just got right back into the swing of things, as if no time had passed =]

I'm offically a senior. It's unbelievably weird to say. I don't feel like one.
My schedule is like this
1st-Economics with Chenel. Emily, Chrissy, and Chelsea are in it so it should be a swell time. My stock market group is Emily, Becca, and myself.
Next semester I'll have a Study hall in which I intend to go to the art room daily

2nd- Supa English. I'm sitting between David and Emily. Forth and Katherine are two down from me and Bazan really does scare me half to death.

3rd, A- Supa Lab
B- Computer Graphics with Mrs. Whalen, formerly Miss. LaVine

4th- Government with Chenel. Courtney sits to my right, David is behind me followed by Katie Forth and Katherine. Margo is two down from my right. I'm sitting in exactly the same seat I sat in during Global in 10th grade.
Next semester I'll have another study hall in which I again intend to reside in the art room

5th- Painting and Drawing 3 with Boisen, next semester 4. It's quiet without Chrissy who's at allied health during this time or Carolyn who couldn't fit it in her schedule. And Giana, Emily, Kannah and Candace all took 3 last year.
But out of the PAinting and drawing 1 kids there's Julie and Jeff, Frawlz, and Kaylee.
And the total of 3 kids are myslef, Margo, Matt, and Brooke.

6th- Lunch with Kannah, Chrissy, Ashley and Frawlz.

7th, A- Study Hall in which I travel to the art room to withstand the worst studio class to work on my projects.
B- Gym, I just changed my gym class so I don't know who's in this yet

8th, A- Psych with Giana, David, Alicia and Emily. Monte is very pregnant and I don't yet know when she'll be off on leave.
B-I have an independant study to work on computer graphics. Bois taken my attendance and I go to her room to work because she's teach Adv. and Design and there's nt enough computers in G's room

9th- Digi Photo with Whalen. Great class. Kannah, Fuzzy, Becki, S.Willis, Beth, Kassy, and Ashley.

And that is my senior schedule. Fairly easy. No math or science. And majorily art electives.
I wanted to take Journalism but it's the same time as digi photo.

In other news: Corall puppy went to her new home leaving us with my choice, Purple puppy, now Maya. She's wicked cute and she slept on my bed last night.

Emily called at 7:10 and reminded me that our LAST welcome back dance was tonight. So I felt obligated to go. Holy crap was that a good move. Kannah came with and we met Courtney and Emily. Katie Forth screamed my name so she could be the one to X my hand as proof we payed. I love our class. We're much more unified now. I left ym bag with Courtneys behind the table with Silver. I danced! A lot. David Hibbard is by far my favorite dancer of all time.

There were boxes on which you could dance. We've decided that our senior class song is going to be Bon Jovi's 'Livin on a Prayer'. Kmoe took some cute pics of me, Emily, Kannah and Courtney and one of Chrissy and I. Chrissy is a trip.

The school is being unbelievably strict about food, drinks, cellphones and ipods. They see you with any of it and they take it.
We didn't have a senior picnic, we had a senior breakfast on friday. Apparently last year some kids tried smoking pot and now we can't go. But I feel bad for the juiors. they have to have their prom in stota because kids form our class were drinking and driving and parents complained about having to drive our to leMoyne manor for the crowning.
So their options are: Greystone, Rustys, or school.

We're the Spartan seniors, we're going to Cleveland for our trip. We voted for Superlatives and homecoming friday so we may know by Monday.
We don't have class on the monday of spirit week =[ So our days are: Toga/PJ, Twin and soldier boy(stupid idea from the football players, they sat at a table and just kept yelling it out, first for our senior theme, them for spirirt week day) and of course hat/jersey day.

I think that's it.

So the other day I saw an episode of Explorer on the Nation Geographic channel about lighting and now it’s been thundering and lighting on and off for the past two days and I’m petrified…great idea right?

I just remembered a dream I had that was really… well odd. I’m sure there was more before but Emily and I were on a magic floating carpet on a wire and we went to Bazan’s room but he wasn’t there. We weren’t sure when Supa English was and I didn’t have my schedule so I paniced and went outside to call my mom. It was snowing and I told her I forgot my schedule and it was the first day of school so I walked home and got it. And when I got back it was second period and Giana was outside and said Supa was outside today.

Mac and Sophia are on my bed, they’re afraid of the thunder as well.

Today
Green boy left today. Oh my god is he going to be a spoiled boy=]
Nick left for Canton today as well. I'll miss him, really.

Melissa Sue- I'd love you to come see me. I'm terribly sad our schedules were shit as well. I miss you lots!!<3 But I love you more



I'm really quite tired, I might go nap

I got a letter from the school today. We won't be even getting our schedules till the first day in homeroom which is quite an inconvience.
My dad and I are driving out to see Chris some time next week. We're taking yellow girl puppy to bring her to her home in Illinois. My mom says I might have to miss the first day of school and I'm furious. We keep fighting about it because this is my last first day of highschool and I don't intend on missing it.

I have the worst case of insomnia it seems. I toss and turn in my bed for hours, my mind reels with nonsense and I can't get it to stop. I finally fell asleep some time after 4am.
I should try medication.

This hasn't been the greatest of summers. I only saw Melissa once for about 10 minutes in June, I never go to see Kayla, and I've hung out with Ashley once. That's mainly because she's preggie and my mom still doesn't know... I figured one best friend pregnancy at a time.

I've finally blown past my weight plateau. I've now lost over 60 lbs.

I've decided I'm the biggest worry wart I know.
It's soooo hot, which is odd because earlier this week I was using my comforder and wearing a sweatshirt to bed.

So last night I had a dream that I was abducted by aliens on this mountain and when I go to the top there were a ton of people there, Chrissy, Leah, Silver, Melissa.
And then the X-Files guys came and rescued us and then I hugged Melissa all the way up this weird shinging staircase and we ended up on the campus of Wells and I had gotten a job there as an ice cream lady at a stand next to the soccer field(I sucked)
And then Melissa and Chloe went off to the right and I went off with some gay man and he bought me condoms, cinnamon tasting ale, gum and something else.
Then we started walking back and I saw my brother chris and I chilled with him in his house but it was like a dorm which he hasn' lived in in a couple f years and he had a fat roommate who was a nerd and pants kept showing us crack.
Then Chris disappeared as did the roommate and then some freshmen from school showed up and we chilled on the bed which is odd because I knew none of the freshmen.
Then I woke up

I went through my closet and drawers and I have wuite the salvation army pile going. I think I dropped another pants size.

Courtneys getting a hot tub and I want to go inside it
Anh sent me a message on facebook, love that girl. It'll be weird starting school without her

I'm tired yet I slept till 2. But I went to bed at close to 4. I tried calling Mel yesterday but I got her machine
Nick came home yesterday and blue boy puppy went to his new family. Green boy puppy leaves sunday

God people are so gross. I was asked to watch some retard who couldn't spell, jerk it and then when I said no he blocked me! Fucking asshole I should have been the one to block his ass.
Nasty.

I got an email from Montse =] She's going to mexico. I told her she should swing on by here you know since she's going to be on the same continent and all.
I love green tea

Gary's grandkids came over again. It's basically become a daily routine. But it's nice the puppies are so tired they just sleeeeeeep. And they're so polite, I've been invited to use their swimming pool. =]
I wish Wyatt and Owen would come over, I've called. I miss those kidss.

My new favorite picture =]


I'm sooo tired
I 'fell asleep' at Carols. I cuddled with Murphy on the couch watching fairly odd parent reruns from the morning(they show the same episodes they showed in the morning in the afternoon) and took 3 minute naps for about an hour.
I took some chocolate for the road.

I had to mowe. I hate mowing. My hands hurt form the wheel, it's very stiff. And my knee kept hitting something so that's going to bruise.

I tried calling Mel but I kept getting the machine so I sent her a popsicle joke in a text. =P I'm easily amused.


beddy by time for me

So yesterday my mom did let me got o Courtney's. I picked up Emily at 7 and we headed over. Elizabeth was there and I was so excited. Little Liam is such a well behaved baby!
It was really fun. It was David and Emily's birthday on the 10th. Becki and Rick were there, Elizabeth had to leave at 8, Chris and Jessie were both there as well. Emily and I broke the hammock haha. Rick is by far my favorite drunk. Jim made me step in dog poo by threatenign me with a water balloon, so I threatened to castrate him with a plastic fork that Courtneys mom gave me and kicked him.
ERic came over and then invited Katie Albanese and Carolyn Scalon. They were only there cause of Eric and everyone knew. Rick really didn't want to be near them. He's very expressive, funny and loving as a drunk and announced his love for Becki a couple of times whcih was cute but embaressed Becki. I left at midnight because I had to get up at 7 but I went to bed at 3. Smart eh?

I'm at Carols now puppysitting and drinking a margarita. It's not so bad. Dugan, Mona, and Barren are outside and I'm to leave them there, Harry and Darby are locked in the bedroom, and I only have to deal with Murphy, Morgan and Saranac. It's not so bad except Murphy loves to jump but he had surgery on his arm so he's not suppose to be, I have to feed the puppies soon but they're sleeping and well...let sleeping dogs lie.

Carol called and told me where all the soda, lean cuisine, dark choclolate and maragrita mix and salt is. I've watched sponge bob and fairly odd parents, I'm so childish.
She has season 3 of House on her laptop so I might start watching that. I need to blen the puppy food soon.
I broguth a sandwich with me but Sara looks so skinny and she wanted some so I gave her most of it.

I want to see that new Mr. Bean movie, it looks hilarious.
I just cuddled with Red boy. I think I'll feed them now.

Current Mood: amused

Ten really random facts about you.
1. I'm nearsighted
2. I crack my fingers like it's my job
3. I hate when people don't capitalize their i's online
4. I adore asparagus
5. polka dots make me happy
6. I love long car rides
7. 50%of what I watch on TV are cartoons
8. I enjoy the national geographic station
9. I use spray butter
10. When I have a strange pain I always say I have cancer...I don't though, so don't worry...I don't think

Nine ways to win my heart.
1. Take me on random car rides
2. Hug me
3. Love my dogs
4. Call me for no reason
5. Tell me you love me
6. Take pictures with me
7. Hold my hand
8. Make me laugh
9. Share your iPod with me, even if I have my own with me


Eight things I carry/wear every day.
1. My cellphone.
2. My camera
3. My wallet.
4. My dad and my grandma Swafords class ring
5. The necklace Montse bought me
6. Gum if I have it
7. Just sit with me, without saying a word
8. Sunglasses.

Seven things that annoy me.

1. Cruel people
2. Ignorant people
3. Arrogant people
4. Bugs
5. Poor grammer
6. Lies
7. Broken promises

Six places I want to visit.
1. Spain again
2. Australia
3. England
4. Japan
5. Italy
6. California

Five things I want to do before I die.
1. Be happy with my appearance
2. Find my soulmate.
3. Meet Peter O'Toole, more like before he dies
4. Help others.
5. Die feeling complete.

Four things I'm afraid of.
1. Never finding him
2. Dying young
3. Not getting the job I desire
4. Losing my loved ones


Three things I do every day.
1. Shower.
2. Eat
3. Change my clothes.

Two things I'm trying NOT to do now.
1. Complain
2. Cling

One person you want to see right now.

They know

200 Continues…
201. I’m a huge klutz.
202. I wish my room would permanently smell of incense
203. I like to back my crack
204. So some of you may have been mean to a kid with ADD. That's not cool. Coffee? Anyone for - coffee anyone? All right, sorry. I like cotton candy. Check out my muscle. Potato chips. It's a Ferris wheel. So I guess what I'm trying to say is - plastic bag. Plastic bag. Plastic bag. Plastic bag. Plastic bag. Plastic bag= sex
205. I hate my face
206. Gatorade/Powerade is sex
207. I want the stallion
208. I want an Irish man with that dead sexy accent
209. I love to make collages
210. I have dial up and it sucks my ass
211. I love to watch movies
212. Hoodies rock my world
213. I like salt on my garlic spagettit
214. Thanksgiving = comfort food
215. I like to adopt family members- cousins, uncles, sisters
216. Join the family
217. I procrastinate
218. I will always love you
219. Like Zoe Trope sometimes I wish I was a gay man
220. I would be fantabulous
221. I like soft hands
222. I collect wine bottles
223. I collect Snapple caps
224. Queer As Folk makes me squeel in delight
225. I don’t want to die in a hospital
226. I try to be on good terms with everyone I meet
227. If you say something mean to me I take it to heart very fast, even if you say just kidding
228. I don’t take criticism well but I crave it
229. I will bet a thousand dollars that I'll be entering college without ever going on a date
230. Most people were anxious for junior prom
231. I dreaded the very thought of it
232. Matilda was one of my favorite childhood movies
233. I’ve seen the actor of Remus Lupin naked
234. Want to see it? Watch the movie naked.
235. I’m afraid of how people perceive me
236. I don’t deserve the things I have
237. I want a job
238. I’m afraid that people think I take them for granted
239. I’m afraid I do
240. I hate snobs
241. If I were to become a millionaire I would still wear the same jewelry because it’s meaningful to me and I would live in a modest house in the suburbs
242. I’d rather be cold than hot
243. Wikipedia has saved my life
244. Myspace is my homepage
245. I’m not the best at anything
246. And it frightens me
247. I want a boy who’s so drunk he doesn’t talk
248. I seem to have a nack for falling in love with any man with a dick
249. I want more gay male friends
250. Is that weird?
251. I believe that if someone smiles at you, it’s common curtsey to smile back… even if you don’t know them.
252. Marvin the Robot is my lover
253. My friends are better than yours
254. Unless we have the same friends
255. Then I suppose it would have to be a tie
256. But just barely
257. You can’t fix stupid
258. I have never had a massage
259. I am very lacking in self-confidence
260. I haven’t gone to a salon to get my hair done in like 2 years
261. My mom usually cuts it
262. I’ve never gone tanning
263. I probably never will
264. I burn like a lobster
265. My shoulders are wicked freckled from past burnings’
266. I like the beach better at night, less people, cooler, no sun burning
267. I hate dry lips
268. I have everything possible in my purse
269. I have 5 belts
270. But 99% of the time I will be wearing the black and pink, checkered belt Melissa gave me.
271. I love making nicknames for people
272. I’m competitive but I don’t want to be
273. I believe in karma
274. I’m usually in pain in some form
275. I don’t allow myself to get crushes anymore, only gazing
276. I hate cold feet
277. Small things, like a nice note or a compliment, even just a smile, makes my day better by 1000
278. It doesn’t happen much
279. I love impersonators
280. When I fail at anything it haunts me for weeks
281. Scary Movies= Favorite
282. Being home alone at night makes me beyond paranoid
283. I was way cuter from ages 0-10
284. “If you don’t earn respect when you’re alive you don’t deserve it when you die.”
285. I prefer to be shoeless or in the winter in only socks
286. I can’t stand math
287. But I made mastery level on Math B
288. I’m addicted to joint cracking
289. In every joke you make you know there’s a little bit of truth
290. I’m afraid people begin to like me LESS the more they get to know me
291. If not they surely will after reading this
292. I do enjoy lists
293. It’s 2 am and a puppy just growled
294. Victoria stole my pillow
295. My dad says I have monkey toes, in that I pick things up with them
296. I love Montse Rebollo
297. I’d of married Captain Nixon from Band Of
brothers
298. Ron Livingston is the shit
299. I’m nearsighted
300. Sometimes I cry for no reason, no bawling, but a couple that slip out